For the first time in quite a while things are good. I feel like i may actually be getting somewhere with fixing this relationship that i "obliterated". There are a few things happening right now on the other end that i pray don't affect any progress that i may have made. i want this to work so much... On a down note, things being good generally means that my writing will slope. I know its weird that i can only write when i am upset or angry but i can't put to words how i feel when she makes me this happy. Its hard to explain the feelings that she puts into me, it's like being reborn, Alive for the first time! i'll try to write, maybe there are some who would like to read something from me that is happy. or maybe no one really cares since there is no nudity or anime babes in my writing. i guess i may never know.